Dearest angels

Dearest little angels,
Today I am missing you so much that I simply cant stop thinking about you , the sweet voice of my darling mouli and the funny faces and the brilliant jokes and pranks of super darling muku – god its such a punishment to stay alive for even a day without seeing you both. The only hope that is keeping me alive is that one day I will be able to see you and hug you and ytell you that I love you so so much. I must be the unluckiest of all the dads on this planet who cant even talk to his daughters eventhough he only dreams of just one thing and that is to take you in his arms and to shower you with all the affection possible you two were my real heartbeats and the inspiration for me to live on amidst the all the chaos and your mother knows this very well that I cant live without you and the only punishment she could think of was to take you away from me so that I feel the pain every second that I live from there on.
Dear babies, your mom is not aware of the fact that the purpose of my life is to live for you folks and there is no other purpose in remaining alive on this stupid earth and I realy loved your mom and I am desperate to see my family reunited again.
Your mom had asked for twenty thousand rupees per month out of my in-hand salary of 46,000 rupees for maintenance. Please tell her that she is staying 17,00 km away from me and to travel from Delhi to Bangalore it takes a minimum of 14,000 rupees for airfare and hotel expenses even if I stay in the cheapest of the lodges in the Bangalore and have my meals on the footpath. She also needs to be reminded that the the insurance policies of which only she is the nominee, I have to pay around 11,00 0 rupees. You mom has always been poor in mathematics and especially when it come housonomics . Please tell her that I want to take care of your education and all the other needs as I had always been doing before she left for Bangalore. all the money y that is there with me is all for you two and I will make sure that your future is secured please tell your mom that with my current salary she can take 12,000 rupees which can take care of your education and 4,000 each I can deposit in the ongoing recurring deposits that I already have in your names and she can take the receipt every month.
I had pledged your mom to forget about the past and make a fresh beginning so that we can give our children the best and also suggested to her that she can take whole of my salary and be the lady of the house and just give me the pocket money every month.
Each day I sit in your mom’s meditation corner and pray to almighty hoping that my voice will someday reach her heart and she will realize that a father’s soul is being put to the harshest of endurance test by asking the dad to live forcibly without even listening to his heart beat that is you two.
My angels ----you dad will never let you down
You motu papa