Every day I get up hoping that the bad dream would have ended but only to find that my loved ones are not there. Tears fill up my eyes as I feel the emptiness around me but there is no one to wipe them off. My heart starts beating faster as the feeling sinks in that my folks are 1700 km away and I can’t even speak to them.
Wish some magic would bring everything back to normal and I could manifest my realizations into our relation. I keep thinking of so many things that I could have done to make you feel secure and warm and could have saved our family from this catastrophe.
Everywhere I see I feel that there is an opportunity to convert in happiness by sharing its joy together with you, simply watching the fishes in the aquarium or taking a walk on the crowded streets of karol bagh could mean so much to me if you were there. Going to buy grocery or clothes or simply going to cannought place could give so much of pleasure.
Every festival has gone dry in this house and the same is going to happen on this diwali with my soul engulfed in darkness of sorrow and repentance for something which occurred because of my fault.
I pray to almighty that with his blessings he keeps my family safe and healthy, that he keeps my children smiling and chirping with joy always and that he keeps my koochi on content and happy.
Love you all always and forever
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